Set a god damn trap for me.
sent rika with a pipe because he just wanted to show i was vulnerable, she could've stabbed me, but no, he wanted me alive a bit longer, to show me my failure
Sat there and taunted me silently as I saw my friends pulled away
god nessa, i'm so sorry
glad to see you others are alright
I was cocky, I got to think that there was no way the plan can fail, and then he comes and reminds me what he can do when he wants to.
i love my family, but he knew to strike here, against you, to shatter me.
yeah it worked, but i still function
haven't seen him today yet, i'm moving, i know a good location, can't give details
should've done this days ago.
i must be delusional, really. in the midst of despair, i decided that i could save someone miles away. i don't even know where she lives let alone how to get there. so i think, alright theres only one form of transit that can get to her, maybe if i can project, i can zip over there, see her and try to free her
stupid idea, 'oh i'm a sage, i can learn to do anything in a fucking week because i'm special'
fuck that, never had any luck, just fiddling while rome burns, and watch all my work, all my friends collapse
but what can i do from here? how can I help anyone? so i give it a shot again
so i sit down, try to relax, and it takes a moment, my heart keeps racing, and every sound i hear could be him walking in my house. i manage to clear myself
i blacked out
i don't know what happened, maybe it worked....yeah right. but i woke up, my sword still in my lap, my legs crossed, with my back to my door
and my doorknob was turning back and forth, i got a good lock on my bedroom door, thank the complex
it rattled and jostled as I got sword in hand, and just waited for them to crash through my window
and make a last stand
full of rage, for nessa, for everyone
it never happened.
after the sounds died down, i investigated my home
mostly alright, some stuff knocked over, and i caught an odd glint of color on my sword, when it hits the light
something's on my blade
i don't know what
where did it come from?